I felt like I needed a place to talk about things that aren’t necessarily always my text stream with Julia because the more I word vomit at her, the less we get to talk about Harry Styles, tbh. But really, I can’t only word vomit to her because that’s unfair and I know she would never tell me to stop doing it but I don’t want to drive her to the point of not wanting to even talk to me!
So hey. here. things that are happening with the serious side of life, I guess. I’ve got a second doctor visit tomorrow afternoon for my blood test results and to do the rest of whatever I need to do in order to get my referral to the clinic at the hospital and, I think, the psychs from there? Look tbh, I’m not 100% sure what the procedure is after they send off my information to the hospital.
On some level I’m like, yeah, cool, I’m going to get help! and on another level this is just the most natural thing to me nowadays, it doesn’t feel like a problem. I don’t think of it as an issue. I mean consciously I know it is but I don’t look at it negatively? I don’t know how much sense that makes but just — in my brain it’s not a big deal.
anyway, I don’t know. things and stuff.